Has it been that long? Jeeze, I'm forgetting to update my xanga now and thats not good. But, anyway, second week of winter break is going to be over soon sense Friday is coming up tomorrow. Time is speeding up again on me and I really don't like that. Don't like it when time speeds up on me whenever I'm trying to relax (which I'm not doing because I'm keeping myself busy again and I'm forgetting that I need to take a break). I'm starting to get more stress from my family because they are telling me things that I didn't do at all again. They're all lucky that I love them to death (...yes...to death...too bad that I can't hurt them...).
Lately, I been working on this comic that my friends and I have been working for awhile. I'm mostly doing the work (which I don't mind because I love drawing). Oh, last week, my family and I went to Disneyland. It was awesome, but the cool thing about it is that my best friend, Neko-sama, get to come with us! Going to Disneyland was her first time and that really shock me because I never met anyone who haven't been to Disneyland. But, I'm glad that she had a good time because she never really has a good time in her life with her family because they been making her do mostly the work around the house. I felt bad for her, but at least she had a good X-mas this year! Speaking of X-mas...here's another picture...

 

Heh, heh...this reminds me of last year X-mas because my little brother and I had a fight over something stupid. Although, having memories are something good to remember than to forget. Eh, I'm starting to run out of words on what to say now. I haven't done this forever that I want to say more on whats been happening to me. But, if I say anymore on whats going on. I'm going to get all of my friends worry. This is where I'm going to stop and hope everyone who is reading this had a good X-mas and a Happy New Year too! Later!

MAWAHAHAHA!! I have return to post up the picture of the day! XD

This is the second part after Sparda explained Dante and Vergil about the question, but I'm surprised that Dante and Vergil want a baby sister! Isn't that adorable? Well, anyway, really can't say much because I'm busy doing my h/w. Teachers just love to give us h/w and I really don't have time to call anyway today as usual. ;-; Ppl who know my number (even though my list isn't that long...a few of my friends are looking in here too...). Call me now or later before I die.

Currently Gaming Devil May Cry 3 By Capcom see related

Oh god, I feel like I'm going to die now! School is going pretty good so far now (the ppl I hate is finally leaving me alone and giving up on spreading rumors about me) and I been busy with skoolwork now. H/w sucks and I really don't get the point on why we have h/w in the weekends...so, anyway, here's the picture of the day!

If you don't know who are these characters. The little kids are Dante and Vergil from "Devil May Cry". Its a really good game, but I'm still getting use to the game that I'm playing! Its fun making Dante jump around crazy in his battles with the demons! XD He can fly and do a lot of dance moves in the game! It's so funny! Right now, I really can't say much because I have to pick up Neko-chan (Neko and Kitsune are going to sleep over at my house again) and after we pick up Neko-chan. We're going to Kitsune house and see Chibi Kira! XD Kira is a little puppy that Kitsune has and he's adorable! I have to see him!! Well, hope you all have a good day and sorry for taking so long on my entries! Later! ^-^

Its been how LONG sense I last update this? For awhile I guess. >.>; Anyway, first week of school sucks because some of my classes are dumb and I didn't enjoy my first day because all of my friends act like they didn't know me when I came up to them to talk to them like old times. Half of my friends don't want to be friends with me anymore because they say I'm always different and depress about something every single day. 
Depress about something every single day? You got to be kidding me. I thought I already told them that I'm not depress every single day! I may look like I'm depress, but I'm not depress. >__<; Why can't anyone get that right? It's starting to bug me and I'm starting to become a loner again. Well, anyway, here's the picture of the day!

I'm not much of a Sesshomaru and Kagome fan, but I think this is funny? o.0; I don't know what's funny anymore like I use to because I'm all quiet at my school not talking to anyone anymore. I only have about 2 best friends with me and they still talk to me (which is a good thing because I don't want to be alone for the whole school year). But, the next thing you know. My 2 best friends might be leaving me also like the rest for acting different every year. v__v; Really sad, but I don't know why I'm changing all of the sudden. I didn't know that I was THAT quiet in the first place when I was in class with them.
This is where I'm going to stop now. It's early in the morning and my brain still hurts from yesterday. My teachers talk a lot and its starting to get annoying. I was ready to shoot one of my teacher for repeating a lot of things that we learned yesterday and everyone has been telling her that we been through this. And still, she's not listening. ;-; Someone, please shoot me! I don't want to live anymore!!!  

I never thought that my nightmares would come back again to haunt me. Seeing everyone dying around me and leaving me behind in the darkness is the worst nightmare that I ever get in my entire life. I thought I'm use to this kind of stuff, but watching everything repeat itself and get worst every single day isn't the best thing in the world. For the first time in my life, I'm really scared of being alone for eternity this time.
Watching the blood flow on the cold floor from dead bodies was pretty amusing, but now....just by thinking about it. It makes me feel sad and depressing (and somehow lonely at the same time...I know...really weird...). I feel like I want to kill myself for being pathetic, but I can't do any of that because I promised a few people that I would dare do that to myself. Even though I cut and stab myself all the time when I'm alone at home (my family goes somewhere without me and I really don't like spending time with them). Good old times, but now...I'm starting to feel bored on what I'm doing... right now, I rather jump off a higher cliff in CA and kill myself for fun...
Well, anyway, enough for what I'm saying right now. I'm being stupid at the moment (really stupid, but that's okay to make fun of me for being pathetic too). So...here's the picture of the day!!!

Yes, don't mess with our GOD. XD Hehe!! This is pretty funny and cute at the same time. I feel sorry for Rinoa, but she started the whole thing. >.>; Anyway, this is all I'm going to say for now and I'm going to TRY to go back to sleep today. I stayed up all night yesterday from getting the nightmares again and I just hope that the nightmares that I have now doesn't get any worst than now.
Also, before I forget. Terry-kun, I tried using my imagination to picture yourself in your underwear in my nightmares and it didn't work. And I have to say, I was right about it too. Nothing really works for me when it comes the nightmares I'm having. But, thanks for trying to help me to face my nightmares from long ago. I guess the when you have nightmares about your past. You really can't do anything about it to make it go away for good you know?
Well, hope you all have a good day and hope you like the picture also. I'll try to post some more somewhere next week around school time. I just hope I don't get any homework either for the weekends. Later ppl!